*sneeze

I’ve mentioned before that I have very intrusive, obsessive thoughts, but most people don’t understand what that is, so let me explain the thing I’ve been stuck on for almost two weeks:

Sneezing.

Yes. When I think in my head about what I’m going to say next, or what I plan on saying to someone in the future (near or far), I can only imagine saying it while sneezing in the middle of the sentence.

For example, I was sitting in the press box today, and was going to go down the the suites to talk to the baseball coaches about the next game. As I planned my entrance and my first statement (which I always do), I practiced it like I was going to sneeze in the middle of it.

I don’t know if that’s my way of breaking the tension or my nervousness by hoping something like that happens and they might speak first. It’s really confusing, but I’ve been on this kick for two weeks and I can’t stop.

And by the way, I have yet to sneeze while having a conversation with anyone since this started.

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